fanvid friday | barricade boys {les miserables}

I only have time to pop in for a second (Eva here!), but if you’re a Les Mis fan, WATCH THIS FANVIDEO.  It’s unique and beautiful and awful all at the same time.

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fanvid friday | sparkwood {cloudy with a chance of meatballs}

Flint Lockwood & Sam Sparks (Cloudy With a Chance of Meatballs)

It is a truth universally acknowledged that Flint and Sam(antha) are just about the most adorable couple in the history of animated movies.  He’s dorky and smart and she’s dorky and smart and they’re perfectly suited for each other and they have an absolutely darling relationship that gets even better in the second movie.  Unfortunately, I haven’t been able to find too many fan-videos centered around them, but I’ll share my favorite one, at least. 🙂

ARE THEY NOT THE CUTEST?

Eva

fanvid friday | combat! ‘letters from home’

I love all of OneTrueDoc’s Combat! music videos, and this one is no exception.  Unlike her character fan vids, this one focuses on the whole squad, which is lovely, and the whole thing is SO BEAUTIFUL AND PERFECT. *hugs fan video*  And it makes me tear up, although I’m not exactly sure why, because it’s not really sad…do you ever gets Feels from perfect awesomeness?  I don’t really know how to explain it, but I get that kind all. the. time. (Combat! simply seems to breed them.)  Anyway, enjoy the fan video! (It’s spoiler free, Ashley. :))

Eva

fanvid friday | saints & soldiers

*takes Ashley by the shoulders*

*looks deep into her eyes*

“Don’t. EVER. Watch. This. Movie.”

(jk.)

(kind of.)

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Who knew that there was a whole sub-fandom for Saints & Soldiers (I say sub-fandom, because as far as I know, there isn’t a ‘real’ fandom for the film) that was dedicated to making absolutely heartbreaking fan-videos?  Certainly not me.  Until yesterday, I was blissfully ignorant of the fact, and then I was browsing Youtube when I stumbled across one of them…and then another and another and another, until I was so overloaded on feels it wasn’t even funny.  So, naturally, I thought I’d share a couple for today fan-vid post, because FEEEEEEEEEELS.  The whole movie is devastatingly heartbreaking to begin with, and then put a bunch of the feelsiest clips to songs and, well, I was a wreck.  (Ashley, when you watch this movie, YOU WILL NEVER, EVER RECOVER END OF STORY.)

(Warning: The following fan-videos contain major spoilers.  For more information on the movie, check out my spoiler-free review.)

I don’t care for this song – too much…modernity? – so it limits the amount of times I watch this fan-video (note: most fan-video music is pretty much the farthest thing from my style of music, but if the video is well done, I’ll give it a shot), but that’s probably a good thing because it’s-it’s-  I CAN’T EVEN DESCRIBE ALL MY FEELINGS RIGHT NOW. (Doesn’t help that I watched a TWS fan-video set to the same song, which was uber-feelsy.)  Especially the lyric “I need to let you go” paired with THAT CERTAIN CHARACTER’S DEATH AND WHY CAN’T DEACON EVER HAVE ANY HAPPINESS IN HIS LIFE FOR GOODNESS’ SAKE.

Excuse me while I go drown my sorrows in a bowl of chocolate ice cream (the fangirl’s life line).  Again, I’ve watched a fan-video that used the same song that’s in this one (actually, that Combat! one that I shared in my post about Doc), and it HURTS SO. MUCH.  Deacon just…I just…I CAN’T EVEN.  ESPECIALLY SINCE HE’S MARRIED AND HIS WIFE’S EXPECTING A BABY WHICH IS AWFUL, PLUS HIS BACKSTORY AND IT’S AWFUL.  Ahem.  Sorry about that, Chief. (Bonus points if you understood that reference.)  But, anyway, “Sound The Bugle” fits Deacon’s character perfectly.  Soooo perfectly. (In a heartwrenching way, of course, because there’s no other way you can view Saints & Soldiers, and Deacon especially.)

ACK.  The whole thing is terrible and emotional and I-don’t-know-why-I-watched-this-in-the-first-place-ish.

So you’ll have to forgive me if my rantings are barely intelligible – that’s just the way I feel right now.

Until next time,

Eva

P.S. Ashley, if you really want to watch some clips, there are a couple of non-spoiler ones on Youtube.  I don’t know how much sense they’ll make, out of context, but you’ll get a feel for the tone and mood and characters and Feelz.  First clip is here, second clip is here. (And after you’ve watched the film, they’ll both be a million times more feelsy.)

random ‘combat!’ post

I know I’ve been doing all the posts lately.  Ashley/Eowyn and Jane are around here – they’re just pretty busy.  Anyway, I don’t mind writing up posts for this blog, even if most of them are kind of spur-of-the-moment.  A new movie trailer, a quick book review, or, in the case of this post, something really quick just to vent some feels.  Happy, warm, fuzzy feels this time. (I’m going to do a post eventually about the different types of feels, btw)  I was watching ‘The Little Carousel’ last night, and there was a scene that just really made my day.  As in “THOSE ARE MY BOYS BEING AWESOME AND SUCH GOOD FRIENDS I LOVE THIS SHOW SO MUCH” made my day.

Basic backstory: The Squad is checking out a French town to make sure it’s safe for the townspeople to come back.  Annnd, that’s about it.  Hanley’s in his temporary CP.  He needs to see Saunders.  And then THIS conversation happens…

Saunders: “What’s it look like, lieutenant?”
Hanley: “Good and bad.  Our artillery smothered the Kraut guns.”
Saunders: “And the bad?”
Hanley: “German infantry may be moving up in the woods, north side of town.”
Saunders: “How big a unit?”
Hanley: “Company doesn’t know.  It’s French civilian info.  Captain Jampel wants us to check it out.  Send Caje and four men.  They move out in half an hour.”
Saunders: “I’ll go, lieutenant.”
Hanley: “You’re bushed.”
Saunders: “I rested.” [note from Eva: at this point, Hanley gives him a “oh, really?” look and it’s great]
Hanley: “All right.  Now, this Kraut move may be anything – small harassment, pretty good size push, a feint to pull us off our left flank.  Don’t engage the enemy unless it’s a small patrol you think you can handle.  Soon as you make contact, radio back.”
Saunders: “Anything else?”
Hanley:  “Yeah….take care of yourself.”
Saunders: “Always.”

I LOVE IT SO MUCH.

I paused the episode right there and my sister and I were both fangirling in a rather insane way. 😀

Eva

my CURRENT feels triggers: eva

So, awhile back, I posted about feels triggers. (as did Eowyn and Jane)  Those things I posted about still give me feels on a regular basis, but I’m always gaining new fandoms, latching onto new things, so what gives me major attacks of feels one day may not influence me so much the next.  Anyway, I’m going to talk about the things that currently have me all semi-depressed and feelsy on a regular basis. (I don’t know if Eowyn or Jane’ll be doing these posts as well – I just put my name in the post title so you wouldn’t have to wait till the very end of the post to figure out who exactly’s writing :))

  • Combat! – FEEEEEEEEEELS.  EVERYWHERE.  Ugh.  There’s too much I could say about this show and I won’t dump all that on you, but I’ll just say…be warned.  Don’t even think about watching any episodes unless you’re absolutely sure you want the whole thing to break your heart and crush your soul.  It’s not all doom and depression and hopelessness, but there’s enough to make a ‘sad is happy for deep people’ person, well, happy.  I recommend watching ‘Hills Are For Heroes’, ‘The Hostages’, ‘Glow Against The Sky’, ‘Bridgehead’, and ‘Survival’ if you want to enter the…interesting world of Combat! feels. (at least for starters)  And if you want happiness, watch ‘The Town That Went Away’, ‘The Party’, and ‘The Prisoner’.  Simple as that.
  • Unbroken – As Eowyn and I have discussed, ‘feels’ is too petty of a word to describe what I feel toward Unbroken.  For one thing, it’s a true story.  An amazing true story about, among other things, how God can work behind-the-scenes and turn a life around for His glory.  From what I’ve heard of the film, Angelina Jolie barely touched on Louis’ conversion, which I think is a crying shame.  If he hadn’t gotten saved, there wouldn’t be a story.  So read the book before you watch the film.  But, again, be warned.  It will consume your EVERYTHING. (check out my review of Unbroken here)
  • Songs In The Night (series) – Oh, man.  This series is just…amazing and intense and practically perfect in every way.  I’ve read it several times (in the middle of re-reading it right now) and it never gets old.  I’ve got the stories memorized (basically), I know the characters so well that they’re almost like close friends, and the stupid thing never fails to make me cry.  REALLY cry.  Several times.  I CAN’T EVEN WITH THESE BOOKS.  No-one besides my mom has read all three (and she read them a pretty long time ago), so I kind of feel like it’s my own, personal little thing that I don’t want anyone else to discover.  Does that make sense?  Probably not, but it’s how I feel. (check out my review of the second book, His Watchful Eye, here)
  • Saints And Soldiers – I key-smashed about all my feels for this movie in my review, so I won’t reiterate all of that.  Short version: this film is near perfection for a fangirl – super feelsy, awesome characters, interesting story.  If you’re a fan of war movies, you’ll love it.
  • WWII In General – That’s how I roll these days.  Everyone else is freaking out over Mockingjay Part 1 and I’m just sitting here with my super-obscure fandoms and no-one to share The Feelz with. *sigh* (not that I mind all THAT much)

Eva

P.S. Eowyn and I have decided between ourselves to make the ‘the awesomeness that is…’ posts a semi-regular thing.  Both guy and girl characters if at all possible.  Just a little news flash there 🙂

mr. squirrels is BACK!

Look at the title of this episode of Girl Meets World!

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In case any of you don’t know, Mr. Squirrels is one of Eric’s many nicknames, from this iconic scene from Boy Meets World.

FINALLY, we’ll get to learn where Eric’s been for the past 12 years!!!  YEE-HAHHHHHH.  (“And the libations!”  “YAH-HAH.”)

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Cory’s shovel shirt CRACKS ME UP. It’s like the celery poster in his room. (“There’s nothing about me that separates me from anybody else.” Poor insecure College Cory.)

And we’ll get to see my beautiful Shawn baby again in Season 2, so YAYYYYYYYYYY.

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Overall, it looks like Season 2 is going to be fantastic.  The second season of BMW is where all the feels and deep stuff started to happen (especially all of the Shawn Drama), so I. Can’t. Wait.

the awesomeness that is DOC

“Sometimes people are beautiful. Not in looks. Not in what they say. Just in what they are.” ~Markus Zusak, I Am The Messenger

Oh, man. This quote. This quote so perfectly sums up Doc’s character. I have so many feels about it. See, in the last post I did that was a character study (about Dietrich), I had a quote at the very top of the post, so I thought I should have one for Doc. I was running through the list of awesome quotes I keep catalogued up in my head, despairing of ever finding a good one, and then I remembered something I’d pinned to my Book Thief Pinterest board (yes, yes, I know the quote’s from Messenger – so sue me) and from what I could remember, it was perfect. So I looked it up. And it was.

*re-reads quote* *squees at the awesomeness*

Let me give you a little background on the show, Combat!, first. Still holding the title of longest running TV show about WWII ever, Combat! ran for five seasons and delved into many issues of war and friendship. It’s my favorite thing, my current fandom, and I can’t watch enough of it to suit me. Combat! chronicles the adventures of a squad (and their Lieutenant) fighting their way through France after D-Day. There are hardly any references to historical battles or important people like Patton or Churchill, just episode after episode about the struggles and trials of the main characters. (and, boy, do they go through a lot of struggles and trials) It may not sound all that interesting, but believe me, it is. And the characters wrap themselves so tightly around your heart that it’s crazy. I really could do a character study on each and every one (and maybe I will someday), but for now, I’m focusing on Doc.

Doc TWO, to be exact. Doc ONE has zero personality, zero competence rating, and zero courage. Seriously. Thankfully, he’s only in season one, and we get Doc2 (or GOOD Doc, or just Doc, like it’s going to be through this whole post) for all the other seasons. Awesome, right? Well, it might not make any impression on you right now (I’m looking at YOU, Ashley ;)), but once I’m done this post, it will. Or once you watch the show. I recommend you watch the show first, actually, because this post is going to have spoilers and reading spoilers for Combat! would be a terrible injustice. So go watch the whole show and then come back and read this. It’ll keep. (btw, even I haven’t watched every episode yet, so I might not cover everything about Doc in this post…but don’t worry. If I don’t, I’ll just write a follow-up.)

You back? Good. Let’s get into the post.

There are so many reasons to love Doc. So. Many. I couldn’t list them all if I tried, but even so, this is going to be a very long post. I have several points I want to cover, so without further ado, let’s get to them, shall we?

First of all, there’s Conlan Carter, the guy who portrays Doc. I don’t make it a policy of idolizing actors and actresses, and I’m not going to start now, but he brought so much to the role of Doc. For one, when he found out through his agent that he’d landed the role, he went out and took some classes in bandaging wounds and taking pulses, stuff like that, so he’d look comfortable/accurate whenever his character had to patch someone up. And just to give you an idea of how good his acting abilities are, he was the only actor in the show who was nominated for an Emmy (besides Vic Morrow for the episode ‘Survival’). (and my sister and I agree that Conlan Carter and Vic Morrow are the two very best actors in this show) That was for the episode ‘The Hostages’, and he totally deserved to win as well. But getting nominated is pretty big as well. I’ll be talking about ‘The Hostages’ a little later on, because it really is the ultimate episode for Doc fans.

Oh, and I just plain love his voice. That Southern accent… ❤

(fun fact: even though Doc2 didn’t make an appearance until season two, Conlan Carter played two different, small parts in season one: an MP in ‘Hill 256’ and a German soldier in ‘Survival’.)

Now that I’ve talked a little bit about Conlan Carter, I will devote the rest of this post to Doc. It’s going to be long. And full of gushy fangirling. And quotes. And feels. And pictures. But, hey, this blog was specifically created for word vomiting about feels and fandoms, so I don’t feel the least bit guilty about this outrageously long post. And Ashley will back me up on that. (still, if you’re not a Combat! fan, most of this will probably go over your head)

“Sarge, there’s a wounded man out there and he needs this. [some morphine, I believe]  And if I don’t try to get it to him, well, there’s no point in me being here, is there?”

Unfortunately, I don’t know the episode where that quote comes from (got the quote from a clip in a fan-video, actually – one I’ll share at the end of this post), since I haven’t watched them all, but that’s a loose summation of Doc’s character. He’s fiercely dedicated to saving lives (which makes the ending of ‘The Hostages’ – which I’ll get to soon – all the more heartbreaking), even at the risk of his own, and he’ll do whatever it takes to get aid to the wounded. One moment that sticks out more than others in my mind is in the episode ‘The First Day’. The entire squad is pinned down by machine gun fire, Caje is wounded and several yards away from the rest of the squad, and Doc insists on going out to help him, even though Saunders warns him not to. Bullets are flying everywhere, and Doc still goes out to help Caje. I had to pause the video for a moment and just…breathe. Because that moment was amazing and powerful and exactly what Doc is like.

“Caje is hit.  Maybe Tobin and Lomas too.  I’m going.”

He runs out under heavy fire, under shelling, even, to get soldiers the help they desperately need. Doc is brave. There’s a moment in ‘Hills Are For Heroes’, right at the beginning, when one of the soldiers going up the hill gets wounded in the face and Doc runs over and shields him from the killing fire coming from the German pillboxes. Bullets are peppering the ground all around both of them, but he doesn’t run away until he’s bandaged up the guy’s face and dragged him to safety. Or in ‘The Long Way Home’, when he’s being interrogated. A friend of mine, who loves Combat!, sums it up well in her episode review of TLWH (read the full thing here).

Doc looks so scared as Steiner questions him. And yet so calm. Watch him jump when Steiner whaps him on the arm with that evil riding crop. But he’s gutsy enough to tell his little Halloween story — and it’s a great story. I think it kinda shakes Steiner up — he can’t come up with a snappy retort. He just says, “I’ll think about it… while you think about it.” Lame!

Go Doc!

Of course, with all the times he goes out under fire to save lives, it would be unrealistic if he never got wounded.  Believe me, he does.  Not as much as the others, because he doesn’t take all the risks they do – sneaking around German OPs and running up hills five times under heavy fire, etc, etc. – but he does get shot a few times.  And whenever that happens, all I can think is “It’s so unfair.”  None of them deserve to be wounded, but especially not Doc. (and not Billy, but that’s a discussion for another day)  So it’s always awful when he gets hurt.

"I won't let you shoot a man in cold blood!"

Returning to the topic of Doc’s bravery, there’s one episode that sticks out the most when it comes to portraying it.  ‘The Hostages’.  I watched this episode for the first time just a couple of weeks ago and was absolutely blown away by it all.  The acting, the plot, the ending.  And through the whole thing, Doc showed amazing courage.  To put it in a nutshell, a sadistic German officer is holding Caje and Saunders hostage while Doc goes out and gets a truck that the German guy and his aide can escape in.  Only they take Doc and the others with them once they have the truck…to clear a path through a minefield.  Most of the episodes focuses on Doc’s attempt to get a truck.  Through the entire thing, you can almost feel the different emotions and questions running through Doc’s mind.  Kill the German officer?  Let his friends die to keep blood off his own hands?  On and on the moral dilemma goes until he finally acts.  And that’s one spoiler you won’t get out of me.  Just let me say…it was intense.  And I cried.

Well, I will give you another, potentially spoilery quote from my friend, because it really is great. (read the whole thing here)

This whole episode is really a fascinating character study about a man who’s sworn not to kill or do violence who is forced with the choice of either breaking that vow or seeing people he cares about get killed. The tension inside Doc mounts ever higher throughout the episode until finally he is forced to do something he probably thought he would never do. I really wish this ep had either a sequel or a longer denouement, so we could see more about Doc coming to grips with what he’s done. Saunders does the best he can, with his plea for help with his wound, but I don’t think Doc’s going to be brought back to normal quite that easily.

Ugggggggh.  Here come the feels.

Anyway.

Another thing I love about Doc is how he isn’t afraid to speak his mind. (side note: Doc1 was afraid of his own shadow.  It wasn’t attractive.)  In ‘The Hostages’, he demands to know where Aptmeyer (the German officer) is taking him and Saunders and Caje.  He really stood up to the guy and was pretty firm about having to know. (Aptmeyer lies to him though, as I’m sure he realized.  Still, it took guts to stand up to that creep.)  It was one of my favorite parts in the episode, actually, because he just…*covers face with hands*  Awesome.  So. Awesome.

But the example above isn’t the only time Doc has stood out and spoken up.  There are a couple of times in ‘Hills Are For Heroes’ that I remember well and one in particular – when Saunders has been wounded and Hanley comes in to see how he’s doing.

Hanley: “How is it?”
Saunders: “It’s not too bad, Lieutenant.”
Doc: “Don’t pay any attention to him, Lieutenant.  He’s got a whole area you could lose a grenade in.”
*Doc brings over some morphine*
Saunders: “No, Doc, forget it.  My leg doesn’t hurt that much.”
Doc: “Yeah, I’ll bet it doesn’t.”
Saunders: “I don’t want it.  Not till we get what we came for.  I’m not going to be any good asleep.”
Hanley: “May be quite a while before we get what we came for.”
Doc: “Well then you oughta take the shot.”
Saunders: “No, Doc, I don’t want it.”

Saunders can be stubborn too. 🙂  Just saying.  But Doc’s usually just as stubborn when it comes to getting men the medical care they need.  He doesn’t end up giving Saunders the morphine, but you can just SEE that he wants to.  Same as all the times there’s a wounded man on the field and he can’t get to them or there’s a wounded man and he doesn’t have his aid bag.  There’s an urge inside of him to help people, and when he can’t act on it, it’s one of the worst things.  That’s partly why when he said something in ‘The First Day’ about “I just try to keep people alive until we can get them to a real doctor” I was all like “You ARE a real doctor!”  I mean, he doesn’t have a medical degree or anything that fancy, he wasn’t even a doctor before the war, but he has the heart for it.  And he’s actually pretty competent.

Rabbit trail there.  Back to Doc speaking up and making himself heard when there’s something to be said.

My absolute favorite example of this is in the episode ‘Bridgehead’.  It’s one of my favorite episodes to begin with – one with all the squad, lots of epic fighting, touching moments….just an overall great episode.  In it, Littlejohn accidentally kills one of his friends with a bunch of grenades (yeah, ‘accidentally’ and ‘a bunch of grenades’ don’t seem to belong in the same sentence, but in this case, they do) and is really eaten up with guilt.  He gets wounded and Doc takes him back to headquarters, or whatever they call it, and Hanley’s there. (oh, and the entire squad’s being chewed to pieces by enemy fire all this time)  After listening to Littlejohn’s guilt and anger and anguish, Doc snaps. (not in a crazy, insane way – in an angry way)  And it’s awesome, albeit heartbreaking and totally feelsy in every way.

*Doc rips off his medic’s armband and tries to leave the room*
Hanley: “Now where do you think you’re going?”
Doc: “I want a rifle.”
Hanley: “You what?”
Doc: “I want to get in this shooting war.  I want a rifle.  Now I have had it up to
here with bandages and aspirin.  I want a rifle!”
Hanley: “Now you know that’s impossible.”
Doc: “Why?  Because of the rules?  I don’t shoot anybody, nobody shoots me?  We’re so civilized, we’ve even got rules to kill each other by.  Boy, that’s what I call organization!”
Hanley:  “Well don’t knock it.  Organization got us this far, all the way from Normandy.  Now he does his job, I do mine, and you do yours.”
Doc: “That’s fine, lieutenant.  But I’m beginning to think I’m going to be all by myself when this thing’s over.  Now the killing is getting way ahead of the fixing!”
Hanley: “Alright.  Now maybe we’ll all be dead before this thing is over.  But it won’t be because we quit halfway through to hold a coffee clutch.  Now we forget our jobs – you, me, him, the boys outside – and we’ll be dead that much sooner.  You read me?”
Doc: “Yes, sir.  I read you.”

Another quality of Doc’s that I admire is his peacemaker tendencies.  He always tries to smooth things over with the squad and keep the peace.  I think Saunders appreciates that about him, because if the squad is torn apart by fighting and bickering, how can any of them ever depend on each other?  This is actually shown really well in ‘Conflict’, an episode where Caje and Littlejohn are at each other’s throats for most of it.  Doc tries a gentler approach first, mostly observing the arguing and offering advice, but when that doesn’t work, he really lays into both of them (and this could go with the ‘says what needs to be said’ thing as well), calling them little kids and making them think, really think about what they’re doing.

Doc: “You guys oughta feel real proud of yourselves.
Caje: “Doc, I told you to skip the sermons.”
Doc: “Listen, you tell me to shut up and I’ll bust you one myself!  And that goes for you too, you big ape.”
Littlejohn: “Now wait a minute, Doc.”
Doc: “What’s the matter?  Don’t you like that kind of talk?  Sounds pretty stupid, doesn’t it?  Well that’s exactly what you two have been sounding like all night, like a couple of kids!  Don’t even know what you’re arguing about anymore.  So you’re tired and you got a little wet.  And you need sleep.  Well, big deal.  So does everybody else!  What about the Sarge?  Boy, you’re really helping him, aren’t you?  Why do you suppose he left you two here?”
Littlejohn: “What are you talking about?  He-he left us here to cover him.”
Doc: “Did he?  Or was it because he was afraid he couldn’t trust you anymore?”

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You really can’t appreciate the scene fully unless you watch it, so go do it!  (all the episodes are available on Youtube, after all)  Now, moving on (this post is getting embarrassingly long), I just wanted to mention one other time – out of many – where Doc works above and beyond the call of duty when it comes to keeping things running smoothly.  There’s an episode in season five called ‘The Letter’, and a big part of it is Saunders trying to keep a new soldier in the squad out of harm’s way because he reminds Saunders of his kid brother.  The ENG (Expendable New Guy) is understandably frustrated with how Saunders constantly keeps him away from the fighting.  And that’s when Doc steps in, time and time again to offer explanations for Saunders’ behavior even if he doesn’t understand it himself.  Plus, he has a couple of talks with Saunders, once again playing the squad mediator.

A job which suits him perfectly, I might add.  Doc has one of the kindest, gentlest personalities I’ve ever seen onscreen or read of in a book.  That doesn’t mean he’s a pushover; he has opinions and he’s not afraid to share them.  He’s just a true, genuine, considerate, admirable person.  And I love him for that.  For all of that. *siiiiiiigh* Now, there are just a few more things I want to include in this post, and I’ll list them quickly in bulleted list.  And then I’m done.  I promise.

This picture makes me laugh :D

  • He looks out for Billy.  All the squad does, really, but I think Doc especially.  Of course, Doc looks out for the whole squad, but Billy…Billy is special.  He’s still basically a kid.  I’m torn between wishing Doc had been in ‘Glow Against The Sky’ because it would have been amazing and heartbreaking all at once to see him and Billy, and not wanting him because the squad did well on their own and I liked how they found a solution to everything.  Anyway, Doc-watching-out-for-Billy is one of my favorite things.
  • And what about Saunders and Doc’s friendship?  There are all those moments in ‘The Letter’ along with the bit right at the end of ‘Hills Are For Heroes’ where Doc’s supporting Saunders as they’re moving out. (it always makes me smile)  I think Saunders relies on Doc as a friend, a pillar of strength to depend on in time of trouble, and basically just someone to turn to in a crisis. (and there are plenty of those)  There’s a beautiful fanvideo commemorating their friendship that I highly recommend you check out.  It’s verrrry feelsy.
  • Last, but certainly, certainly not least, is The Bible Scene.  Oh. My. Word.  I totally freaked out.  TOTALLY.  So, you know, I’m just watching an episode (‘Gideon’s Army’) and then out of the blue, Doc takes a little Bible out of his bag and proceeds to read Kirby the passage about “The sword of the Lord and of Gideon!” and I’m sitting over here just….AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.  THAT IS SO AMAZING. OAISJEORAWKEASDFNMWOEROI.  Etc, etc, etc.  He’s reading.  HIS. BIBLE.  CAN YOU NOT.  THAT’S JUST.  AWESOME. (and really fits with how I’d always headcanoned him as a Christian because his character and the way he’s got such a good attitude and gentle spirit and just….yep.  It’s my headcanon and I’m sticking to it.)

Sooooo.  Finally reached the end of this post (you and me both), and I just want to give you a couple of links to send you on your way 🙂  If you want more technical information, statistics, etc, about Doc there’s a great page for that along with a fantastic essay that I can’t seem to stop reading.  And, lastly, this lovely, tearjerker fanvideo – “Salute To Doc”.

Take the point.

Eva

why do we fangirl?

join-a-fandom-and-die-with-feelsWhy do we fangirl?

It’s a fair question.

The same could be said of the question: Why do we become obsessed with fandoms and devote entire blogs, Pinterest boards, and Facebook pages to them? Aren’t our crazy lives enough to get excited about?

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I’d say no.5012b4a712026e59bccf670ad3388349

Eva just did a wonderful post on getting too obsessed with actors and the characters they play, and I think this applies to fandoms, too. (The post is well worth the read and, if you have time, I’d encourage you to do so!)

I know people who have gotten completely and totally obsessed with certain fandoms to the point of utter distraction. They’re unable to think or talk about anything else. I know how this feels because I was one of those people – and, if I were completely honest with you guys, still am about certain things on certain days. (THAT LAST EMMA APPROVED EPISODE, ANYONE?!)

So, yes, I think that, without boundaries, fandoms can be, well, deadly. Deadly to your relationships, especially with the Lord.9173376294505ce9cb7026b2922b043b

But I also think that, with boundaries, fandoms are a good thing. For me personally, my fandoms have helped me make friends with people I would have never met. That’s how Jane and I first met and it’s also how Eva and I first met. Our mutual love of certain fandoms is what initially brought the three of us together and we’ve talked about the fandoms for hours on end. But we’ve also talked about other things – important things like relationships and love and marriage and God.

Another reason why I think loving fandoms is a good thing is because – again, personally – I think it has given me the capacity to love non-fandom things more thoroughly. I don’t really know how to explain it, so I’ll just leave it at that. If anybody knows what I’m talking about, you can comment.

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I’m glad I’m a geeky fangirl. I’m glad I like things like this. I’m grateful for the way being a fangirl has changed me for the better and for good.28b9df115231bb1204f6e09eb7edf5e1

(IS THAT NOT THE SADDEST AND TRUEST THING EVER?!)

If you have any thoughts on this, please comment! We love comments. 🙂

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the awesomeness that is DIETRICH

"In which Hans Gudegast/Eric Braeden is a terrifying actor. You can just see all of Dietrich’s men that have fallen to the Rats in his eyes. Right there. The men, the boys, the friends and barely-knew-hims he’s seen dragged out of flaming convoys because of Troy. And that is all in a moment of film, a sliver that you barely notice unless you stop the footage."

“…not a perfect soldier, but a good man.”

That quote is in reference to Captain America/Steve Rogers, but I find that it fits Dietrich’s character incredibly well.  He may not always agree with the Nazi mindset (okay, he never agrees with it) but he’ll still work through the twisted morals of his superiors to serve his country to the best of his ability…and at the same time, never sacrificing his own ideals for the sake of convenience or even safety.  There was one episode (‘Truce At Aburah’, which I’ll be discussing further a little later on) where a superior officer threatened to send a report to Berlin (a report that would probably get him pulled down in the ranks, if not executed) if Dietrich didn’t break a truce he had with the Rat Patrol (they’d agreed to a truce so that they could save a little girl out of a well), and Dietrich doesn’t budge.  His attitude is basically “do what you want, I’m not moving on this one”.  Because innocent civilians are more important than some crazy dude’s rantings.  And that’s just one example.

“I don’t want them to change me…Turn me into some kind of monster that I’m not….I keep wishing I could think of a way to…to show them that they don’t own me. That I’m more than just a piece in their game.”

*all the Hunger Games fangirls burst into tears*

Again, it’s not specifically from The Rat Patrol, but this quote…this quote so fits Dietrich.  It’s something he could’ve said.  I’m sure it’s something he thought on more than one occasion.  Like the time when he’s ordered to go find a certain kid, put a Star of David on him, drag him in to Nazi HQ, and send him off to a concentration camp. (from ‘Death Do Us Part’ – overall, the episode is probably my least favorite, but Dietrich is amazing in that one)  He doesn’t want to disobey a direct order, but the entire thing is wrong, and he knows it.  Consider…

German officer hands Dietrich his orders.
Dietrich reads over the paper and sighs heavily.
Dietrich: “So far we have been able to abstain from this sort of thing in the Africa campaign.”
German officer glares at him.
German officer: “What are you trying to tell me?”
Dietrich: “Merely that I want to register my objection to this.”
German officer: “Are you sure you can afford to?”
Dietrich: “I can’t afford not to!”
Dramatic music.  Hitch, Tully, and Moffitt look at each other.  Dietrich salutes and leaves.

Oh wow.  Ohhhhhh wow.

DO YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN?

(plus, when he went to get the boy, he was so close to breaking down…it was horrible)

Would you call those puppy eyes? I’d call those puppy eyes.

Or in ‘Decoy Raid’ when a half-insane SS officer (hmm…there seems to be a theme going here) who I believe potentially has the authority to demote Dietrich, won’t keep his side of a bargain (a member of the RP – in this case, Moffitt – in exchange for a desperately needed medical nurse) and Dietrich practically loses it with him.  Flat-out yelling at a guy who’s crazy enough to kill him.  Dietrich rarely looses his cool, but in this case, he feels that the capture of the nurse was partly his fault and if he doesn’t get her back to the village she was taken from, an epidemic will break out.  So, he’s too frustrated to care anymore. (that SS guy was a jerk, btw)

“As a member of the SS, you are supposed to have a sense of honour.  As you recall, we concluded the bargain…for heaven’s sake, man, think of your sanity as a human being!”

(if you want to watch a good Dietrich-centric episode, ‘Decoy Raid’ is the one to go to, just so you know)

“One of my favorite moments is when Dietrich is in one Nazi’s office and mentions something about Hitler and gives the most dismissive, hate-filled side-eye to the bust on the man’s desk.”

I’m 99.99999999999 percent certain that the writers for this show based Dietrich off of Rommel.  Besides the obvious similarities in their gear/stance/etc, there’s the similarities in their characters as well.  Both were honourable men, who didn’t always agree with the Nazi mindset, but still stayed true to their country.  Plus, I recently read a book about WWII which stated that Rommel gained the respect of both the Allies and the Germans, and I think that within the little pocket of the North African campaign, Dietrich did that too.  He obeys orders, but he’s also fair when it comes to prisoners, civilians, and truces.  And let me go a little further and say that Dietrich probably met Rommel….

OKAY I CAN’T BE CALM ABOUT THIS ANYMORE.  THIS IS MY FAVORITE IN-UNIVERSE HEADCANON AND I HAVE TO RANT A LITTLE BIT.  IT’S BASICALLY CANON.  Because what about all those times that Dietrich has failed a mission? (don’t get me started…I might cry)  And failed it in a big way, I might add.  Despite what Hogan’s Heroes may tell you, not all Nazis are idiots (although the guy in the tag scene from ‘Touch-And-Go’ was pretty stupid).  Dietrich would probably have been shot because of all those botched missions, right?  BUT HERE’S WHERE THE HEADCANON COMES IN.  Maybe early on in his North African career, Dietrich met Rommel.  And Rommel was really impressed with him, so he invited Dietrich to join him for dinner and they became friends and Rommel fields all of Dietrich’s reports and that’s why Dietrich hasn’t gotten pulled from the ranks or shot.  And every so often, Dietrich has dinner with Rommel and they discuss strategy and how the war’s going and Dietrich always feels cheered up after those visits.

One reason that headcanon is my favorite is because Dietrich always seems so lonely.  He’s only twenty-five, he has a huge burden of responsibility on his shoulders, and he doesn’t have a good team behind him (the way Troy does) because the Rat Patrol almost always kill off his men.  So I’ll bet that eventually he doesn’t allow himself to get close to anyone because they always end up dying, and he’s always the last man standing, and the burden of guilt and loneliness would be too much if he let himself be friends with anyone.  There have been a few episodes where things worked out.  ‘Moment Of Truce’ for one, since everyone survived (including cute bubble-gum boy – Heine) and ‘Touch-And-Go’ (which I love because it actually shows Dietrich working with his men…pretty epic).  But on the other end of the spectrum, there’s ‘Truce At Aburah’ where every. single. one. of his men dies.  After they’d had a little characterization as well.  Which was so heartbreaking.  I literally can’t.  His expression when he realizes he’s the last one standing.  I just.  No.

And it was only a couple days ago that I realized that the reason he hesitated for so long before agreeing to the truce wasn’t because he didn’t want to rescue the girl.  It was because he knew only too well how truces usually end (how missions in general usually end, for that matter) and he didn’t want to endanger his men.  But in the end, he agreed to the truce because ‘maybe we can save this little girl and maybe things will go well this time’.  AND THEN THEY DON’T AND IT’S UTTERLY HEARTBREAKING.  On a side note, I do love the little bits of interaction/protectiveness/commanding-officer thing we get between Dietrich and his men.  Like in ‘Touch-And-Go’ when they’re discussing what to do (at different times in the episode) or in ‘Moment Of Truce’ when Dietrich says “Don’t give orders to my men!” when Troy tells them ‘stop shooting at what they can’t see’.  You can see just how much he wants to keep them safe (well, as safe as he can during times of war) and that makes the whole thing so much worse.

"It speaks volumes of Dietrich’s experience with the Rats that he’s willing to go along with whatever plan it is that Troy came up with. And also about the fact that while Dietrich has his pride, boy does he have his pride, he is above all a practical man. Despite how it rankles, he will take Troy’s initial plans above his own when it comes to crazed escapes."

One thing I haven’t really discussed in this post is Dietrich’s frenemyship with the Rat Patrol (but especially Troy).  It’s really-it’s just one of the most epic things ever.  From the moment in ‘Chase Of Fire’ where they did the whole ‘glare-at-each-other-as-the-jeeps-ride-off-into-the-sunset’ thing to where Troy nearly fatally shot Dietrich in the very last episode of the series (‘Kill At Koorlea’), there’s this awesomely dysfunctional frenemyship that I find incredibly awesome.  The truce episodes are the best for showcasing the whole thing (although anytime Dietrich captures any of them is also good) and of all of those, ‘Chain Of Death’ is my favorite.  Short summary: Troy and Dietrich are captured by Arab slave traders and chained together. (with a very long, very heavy chain…what were those Arabs thinking?)  They manage to escape, and have to work together (with the chain between them) to get back to civilization.  There are so many epic things in this episode that I couldn’t begin to list them all, but a few of my favorites (i.e., the ones that illustrate Troy and Dietrich’s relationship to each other) are as follows…

  • Dietrich deferring to Troy’s hair-brained schemes because they actually do work most of the time.
  • Their [fake] slug-fest. (looked pretty real to me, though)
  • Nearly killing each other with the chain until they decide to work together. (basically this whole show)
  • Dietrich goes unconscious and Troy drags him under some shade before concocting a ‘let’s-get-out-of-this-chain’ plan.
  • And the tag scene.

oh, come on, like Troy's really going to shoot Dietrich.

I don’t think any of the Rats are even close to being friends with Dietrich, but they respect him and trust him, at least to some extent.  And that’s more than they give any other German guy (and quite a few Allied ones, as well).  I don’t think they’d kill him (or he’d kill one of them) but they’re still enemies.  Occasional allies, yes.  Friends, no.  There was that one time where Dietrich saved Moffitt’s life by getting him a  live blood donor.  Or when Dietrich saved Moffitt from court martial.  Or when Dietrich shot that crazy SS guy in ‘Decoy Raid’ before he could shoot Moffitt. (um, wow…I’m getting a theme here)  But there’ve also been times where he’s clearly angry/frustrated with the whole lot of them.  Or sometimes, more specifically, Troy.

Dietrich rarely loses him temper enough to start shouting, but there have been a few times.  Annnd they usually have something to do with Troy.  In ‘Boomerang Raid’ he and Troy actually started fighting (like, fists flying fighting) which never happens.  In ‘Tug Of War’ (another insanely good Dietrich episode) he starts yelling at Troy, mainly because Troy refuses to give him some information (and if Troy doesn’t give him the information, he [Troy, not Dietrich] will be hung).  I think he was frustrated in that episode, yes, but he was also worried because Troy had gotten himself into a very dangerous position and he couldn’t do anything about it.  OH AND IN THAT SCENE HE STARTS LAUGHING BUT IT’S THE SADDEST, MOST BITTER LAUGH YOU’LL EVER HERE AND I’M ALMOST POSITIVE IT WAS A ‘If you don’t laugh, you’ll cry’ SITUATION.  FEEEEEEEEEEEEELS.

Dietrich: “Sergeant, can’t you get it through your head that unless you tell me where you disposed of the microfilm, you are going to be hanged tomorrow!”
Troy:  “I saw that possibility.”
Dietrich: “You don’t believe it?”
Troy: “I believe it.”
Dietrich: “Then face facts, man!  You cannot possibly deliver that film to the Allies.  So the very thing you are throwing your life away for is worthless.”
Troy: “Then why do you want it so badly, Captain?”
Dietrich: “Because, Sergeant, an exposure of classified information rattling under my nose is very uncomfortable to me.”
Troy: “That’s your problem, Captain.”

And the iconic episode where Dietrich pulls off and slugs Troy.  Knocks him right out.  But I don’t blame him that time (it was from ‘Trial By Fire’, btw) because Troy tripped him up, Dietrich was frustrated with all of his stupid tricks, and it just built up and built up until he just…punched Troy out.  AND in that same episode, Troy pulls a gun on him and tells Dietrich to call the guard (so that he can kill the guard) and Dietrich hesitates for the longest time.  BECAUSE HE DIDN’T WANT THE GUARD TO DIE.  MAYBE HE KNEW THAT GUARD.  JUST-I’m done.  I’m 24601% done.

Troy: “Looks like our friend found a home.”  PUPPY DIETRICH AND DOGGIE ARE NOW FRIENDS.

There are some happy Dietrich moments as well, and I’ll close of this [super-long] post with listing a few of them.

  • the above gif. (‘Darers Go First’)
  • when he tries to make sure a little girl gets her doll back in ‘Trial By Fire’.
  • eating cinnamon rolls.
  • being happy when he sends Troy/jeeps packing. (happened once, in one episode, ‘David And Goliath’, I believe)
  • WHEN HE SPEAKS ARABIC IN ‘CHAIN OF DEATH’.  He’s actually really mad when he does that, but it was so epic that I had to include it here.

What are your thoughts on Dietrich? (if you’ve seen the show, that is…if you haven’t get to Youtube post-haste!)

Eva

little {fandom} things: rat patrol

{today was Jane’s day to post, but since she’s away on vacation, I’ve taken up the torch – enjoy!}

Confession: I kinda, sorta, really love this show.  It’s…it’s awesome.  RAT PATROL IS UNIQUE AND THE CHARACTERS ARE ALL BEAUTIFUL AND FLAWED AND BELIEVABLE AND THERE ARE SO MANY EMOTIONS AND I JUST REALLY HAVE A LOT OF FEELS FOR THIS SHOW.  I could go on and on about the different headcanons and AUs (alternate universes) and little details in certain episodes and why ‘Chain Of Death Raid’ is the best episode ever, but since I don’t have a lot of time and you’d probably get a bit tired of all-caps rantings and ramblings, I’m just going to list a few (okay, several) things that make this show one of my absolute favorite TV shows ever. (btw, the whole thing is free on Youtube, so go check it out!)

Tully’s smile lights up the desert.  Not even joking.

The Floof.

All the truce episodes.

DIETRICH.

Moffitt’s British Wit.

AUs – Hunger Games, cowboy, modern collage, roadtrip (ugh, that one is most hilarious thing ever), if-Germany-had-won-WWII…

Tully + jeeps is a thing.

So are Brotps. (I platonically ship everything in this show)

Cute romances.

That time when Troy and Dietrich were chained together. (the North African version of ‘our get-along shirt’)

The fandom is literally the best.

Dietrich’s voice is like melted chocolate.

I dunno why, but I love it when they rip the covers off the guns.

The teamwork and camaraderie – they’re all such bros!

How the Rats/Dietrich interact with kids. (and puppies)

Cool explosions!

The fact that Troy found his brother and lost his father…and Moffitt found his father and lost his brother.  I will forever cry over that fact.

#iloveeveryoneinthisdesert

Eva

(no, I did not use this post as an excuse to share all my favorite gifs.  Why would you ask?)

on fanvids

One of my favorite fangirling indulgences (kinda like guilty pleasures, except I don’t feel guilty doing it) is to watch fanvids – music videos that fans have made with clips and soundbites from movies.  I download them and watch/listen to them while I do random things (even while writing, which incorporates feels from other fandoms into my novels).  I think they’re one of the better things that come out of fandoms.  The art of music paired with the memories from the movies is just phenomenal!

But I digress.

I’ve decided to start posting some of my favorite fanvids on my day when I’m too lazy to come up with something to write about when my crazy life forbids me to indulge in the awesomeness that is feels by writing a super-long post about THE AWESOMENESS of… whatever I feel like writing about.

Without further ado, one of my favorite fanvids from one of my favorite fandoms – BOY MEETS WORLD.

This video spans the entire series in chronological order, which I think is just awesome.  Basic spoilers from each episode, but it’s okay.  You’d learn all this stuff anywhere.  😀

hunger games feels {part 3}

The Hunger Games Mockingjay Part 1| Serafini Amelia

This is my final post about Hunger Games feels (well, at least the basic points in the book…expect more ranting from me and the other authors in posts to come – and you can send in your own posts as well!). Mockingjay is one of the darkest, most depressing books I’ve ever read (in a good way) and it’s chock-full of feels – more than the first two combined, in my opinion. The whole book is basically one big feels session, but I’ll narrow down a few of the worst triggers.

Peeta - Mockingjay Part 1

PEETAPEETAPEETA – Anything and everything about Peeta in this book. He’s tortured, brainwashed, tries to kill the love of his life, goes around playing ‘real or not real?’ (the word ‘real’ has taken on a whole new dimension for me), and is dragged through what is basically another arena. Oh, and he also starts thinking that he’s a Capitol mutt. I know he gets a happy ending, but for most of the book, I can’t help but cry over him. If he’s in a scene, there’s a good chance I’ll at least tear up.

"It’s as if in an instant, a painted window shatters, revealing the ugly world behind it. Laughter changes to screams, blood stains pastel stones […] I draw back so I can see his face. “What? Boggs? Boggs?” His eyes are still open, but dead. Pressed in my hand, glued to it by his blood, is the Holo." - Katniss (Mockingjay)

Boggs’ death – The first of many heartbreaking deaths in this book, Boggs’ death pushes everything to a new level of serious. The first time I read MJ, I didn’t really cry, ‘cause I was reading it so fast that I didn’t even really know who Boggs was. But on my re-read, I paid more attention and Boggs became one of my favorite new characters. He’s a soldier, very loyal to the rebel cause, and he trusts Katniss enough to give her his comunicuff (I don’t think I spelled that right) just before he dies.

Sam Claflin brings Finnick Odair to life! See him in action when the #CatchingFireDVD comes out March 7th!

Finnick’s death – NO NO NO I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THIS HAPPENED IT WAS POINTLESS IT ADDED NOTHING TO THE PLOT AND IT WAS JUST PLAIN WRONG ESPECIALLY SINCE ANNIE WAS WAITING BACK IN DISTRICT THIRTEEN FOR HIM, PREGNANT WITH THEIR FIRST CHILD. JUST. PLAIN. WRONG.

Sister like sister, Very cool...

Katniss telling Buttercup about Prim – I didn’t really cry when Prim died. I felt I hadn’t really gotten to know her that well (I think she’s one of the flatter characters in the series) and even Katniss’ reaction to it didn’t move me all that much. BUT WHEN SHE TOLD THE STUPID CAT I TOTALLY LOST IT. WHYYYYYYYYY???

I just know that I will cry during the entire Mockingjay movie from start to finish.

Gale – I was so disappointed with the whole Gale thing in the end that I cried, although it could’ve been more frustration than anything else. Katniss accuses him of killing Prim (why didn’t Beetee get any of the blame???), he goes off, and the next thing you know, he’s living in District Two, with some swanky job. And the way Suzanne Collins wrote it, it’s like Gale doesn’t care about any of the other characters anymore (including Katniss) and he’s living for money and fame now. And that, in my opinion, is almost as wrong as Finnick’s death.

"Our children, who don't know they play on a graveyard." - Katniss (End of Mockingjay)

THE EPILOGUE – I couldn’t have cried more if I’d tried. Honestly. IT’S BEAUTIFUL AND BITTERSWEET AND I LOVE IT EVEN IF CRY THROUGH THE WHOLE THING.

I feel like I missed something, but I can’t imagine what it is – any ideas?

Eva

hunger games feels {part 2}

Only thing that bothers me is that Peeta's line is from the first book, not Catching Fire.

Well, here I am, back again for another installment of Hunger Games feels, this time from Catching Fire. Away we go…

"A wave of shame rushes through me... How can I stand here, passive and mute, leaving all the words to Peeta? If she had won, Rue would never have let my death go unsung. I remember how I took care in the arena to cover her with flowers, to make sure her loss did not go unnoticed. But that gesture will mean nothing if I don't support it now. "Wait!" I stumble forward..." - Katniss (Catching Fire, Chapter 4)

Visiting District 11 – Rue’s district. Thresh’s district. The very first stop on the Victory Tour. Honestly, everything about this scene is heartbreaking. Peeta has such an amazing way with words (in my opinion, the movie version is even better than the book, because we actually get to hear what Peeta says about Thresh and Rue), not to mention giving up one month of their winnings to the tributes’ families. Katniss takes the microphone AND THAT PART MADE ME CRY EVEN HARDER THAN RUE’S DEATH. And then the whistle and the salute, which was so powerful in both the book and the movie. Hands down, this scene is one of the ones that made me cry the hardest.

Gale and Katniss in Catching Fire...them two just had some amazing moments

Gale’s whipping – All because of a dead turkey. I hate this scene, and the ones that come after with Gale recovering, because from the way Suzanne Collins describes the whole thing, you can almost feel his pain. Katniss is distraught, Gale is basically insensible from the pain, and…just…yeah. It’s one of the hardest bits to read. Although I love how Ripper and the others step in and save Gale. That part was epic.

The announcement of the Quarter Quell.

The Quarter Quell announcement – My mom didn’t really know any spoilers for Catching Fire, so when this happened, she was so shocked that she cried. I knew it was going to happen, but I cried as well. I can’t imagine the horror of thinking you were safe and then President Snow’s like “Whoops, sorry, you’ve got to go back and kill people. My bad.” What makes it even worse is that now Katniss is bent on keeping Peeta alive (while he’s bent on keeping her alive) and how Peeta volunteers for Haymitch and I basically don’t have any tears left by that part.

NEW PICS: Behind The Scenes of the Caesar Flickerman Interviews

Interviews – What an emotionally charged evening. The tributes were all brilliant in how they turned everything back to the Capitol and tried to stop the Games. They’re angry, they’re frustrated, they’re sad, and no matter what happens, nobody’s going to stop them from showing it. BUT PEETA. “If it wasn’t for the baby.” I know, I know, Katniss wasn’t really pregnant, but I’ve got to admit that that part…oh my goodness. It was maaajorly feelsy. And don’t even mention the tributes all holding hands. I know the bond broke right away in the arena, but for a moment, they were all together and it was THE MOST AWESOME AWESOMENESS EVER.

Catching Fire. Cinna's sneaky little three-fingered salute killed me.

CINNA – Cinna. Anything about Cinna. His breathtaking Mockingjay dress, what he said about channelling his emotions into his work, when he was dragged away by Peacekeepers. Cinna was Katniss’ rock in the eddying swirl of the Capitol, and he’s one of my favorite characters, if not the favorite. And to have him dragged away and killed during Capitol interrogation was beyond horrible. I hate it.

District 4's courageous victor Mags.

Mags’ death – I KNOW THAT SUZANNE COLLINS HAD TO GET RID OF MAGS BECAUSE OF PLOT, BUT I STILL CRIED BECAUSE FINNICK WAS SO HEARTBROKEN AND MAGS VOLUNTEERED EVEN THOUGH SHE KNEW SHE HAD NO CHANCE OF WINNING AND I HAVE A LOT OF FEELS OKAY.

Catching Fire - Jabberjay scene. I loved how Peeta was there for Katniss <3

Jabberjays – Ugh. This part. THIS. PART. Katniss and Finnick curled up in mental agony screaming and trying to block out the sounds and Katniss going berserk with her arrows and trying to kill all the birds…AND PEETA ON THE OTHER SIDE, HELPLESS TO DO ANYTHING. I think Suzanne Collins loves torturing both characters and readers alike.

I absolutely LOVED this last scene in Catching Fire.  In Katniss' reaction you can see the pain from having Peeta taken, the sadness of having her district destroyed, and lastly you can see her anger at Snow for what all has happened.  This just shows that Jennifer Lawrence is truly an amazing actress.  That she understands the depth of Katniss' emotions enough to portray them on-screen, is just all the more amazing.  Bravo Jenn.  From- Kamryn George

“There is no District 12” – Katniss’ home. Destroyed. Sure, her family got out, but…still heartbreaking.

What are some of the feelsiest moments from Catching Fire, in your opinion?

Eva